I look at this tree an its like a dream… I see the beauty but yet it is Fake! I always have been able to see the underlying beauty in ppl that didn’t see it even in themselves.. I just wonder why life has to be so hard for most all the time.. I know things are like 20% physical & 80 % attitude.. I myself always try to keep a positive attitude. But some days, when I’m cold an my body hurts so bad.. It makes me think why is that 20% seem so much more prominent today.. At my age, I just want what I have worked so long an hard for, a somewhat easy life.. Does it ever get easier or just when we die!